We have a special guest blogger, Liza Gyllenhall, author of SO NEAR, with us on Universal Book Reviews to talk about her new authentic novel, SO NEAR. ~editor
At some point in our lives, we’ll lose someone dear to us, and — if it’s sudden and someone deeply loved — the world will seem to spin out of control. It’s a very tough thing to go through, but it also is a testing of who we are, what really matters to us, and how strong our ties are to those around us.
My new novel So Near is about a young couple who experience such a period of turmoil. As the story opens, they lose their baby girl — in a split second, without warning — and afterward each secretly believes that he or she might be responsible for that death. The novel explores the different paths they travel to deal with their pain — or, more accurately, to try and escape it. Because, though the psychiatrist Kübler-Ross identified five clear stages of grief, I don’t think any of us pass through them in the same order or at the same speed. It’s hard to tell denial from anger — or guilt from longing. As the mom in my book thinks to herself a few weeks after the tragedy:
“I’m now acutely aware of possible dimensions beyond this one—especially the feeling that Betsy is often hovering nearby. Sometimes, when I’m working in the garden, I can so easily believe that she’s playing just behind me the way she used to with her trowel or one of her dolls. I’ll turn—as quickly as I can—hoping to catch her there, only to find an empty stretch of green summer lawn and the unbearable reality of her absence.”
As I found in talking to so many book groups about my first novel Local Knowledge, it’s the moments in a novel when life seems the most confused and confusing that readers seem the most drawn to — and want to talk about. I think it’s simply because they wonder how — in the same situation — they would feel and react. I believe a good story allows us to enter someone else’s life, walk around in someone else’s shoes and share his or her thoughts — to empathize and, possibly, be a bit transformed by the experience. Or, to paraphrase something I read recently: there’s nothing like fiction to get at the truth.
